예진니

slunchy:

1. Angry and short

   

2. Beautiful dark sunken-in eyes & constant hollow stare

   

3. Kind of tsundere

   

4. Possible inferiority complex

   

5. Disney princess housewife spring cleaning mode

   

And I suddenly remembered a dream I had two weeks ago… rather it was a nightmare.. I had a 남자친구 ￣ˍ￣

Taking 4am showers.. OTL
Looks like I’ll be staying up all night!

I know I can never be perfect, but I wonder why I still strive for perfection…

Oh how much glory and wisdom His word holds!

I dislike. It is a pain. It is stupid. Nonsense.

How can you like me when you’ve never met me? I think its ridiculous.

How many has it been so far? About six? Its not much. But its a pain to deal with.

If you get too clingy to me I start ignoring you. I can do that because I’ll never meet you. I know it is mean, sorry, but … :|

Love at first sight. I don’t believe it. My sister says something like that exists- if you study sociology or something. Nonsense.

If you “fall in love at first sight” doesn’t that mean you’re falling in “love” with their looks? 

I ask them, “Why/ how can you like me?” They say - “Do we need a reason?” or “I don’t know”

IS IT POSSIBLE NOT TO KNOW? GAH. WHAT NONSENSE.

I mean I’m sure you’re not all bad people. I don’t want to ignore you. BUT IF YOU’RE ACTING LIKE THAT I HAVE TO.

Thank God I only know you over the internet. Otherwise I might’ve killed myself dealing with you guys.

I bet you. You guys don’t even really like me - _ - 
ITS TEMPORARY. SO STOP.

Stop putting a heart next to my name when you type my name. It kind of grosses me out.

Immature you might say, but that is my reaction.

私の夢は日本に住んでいることですき。

私は日本本当に大好き。

Can somebody be diagnosed with “paranoia”? (・へ・) Maybe not paranoia, I think I’m going insane. It’s not something that happens in publicly, well actually it did today. Today I remembered something that irked me, and I ended up stabbing myself with a mechanical pencil, and I was bleeding… this was during my math final today. I’m getting some intense paranoid feelings, mostly about judgements. What is thought of me. My body moves on it’s own and starts stabbing this around it T_T
I honestly don’t even know that my arm moves.. I have random, small, outbursts in public that cause me to throw a bottle at the wall … really hard Dx I mean, I dont want to be like this
I mean if it’s normal, it’s great to know that I’m normal ; w;
I’ve been thinking lately I’m too strange ╯△╰
My paranoia is totally different story from this… it has to do with judging, condeming eyes